It's not that I didn't have a great time hanging out with you. At the end of the day, you're still my friend. But I've come to realize that sometimes, people change and grow. And when they're not together, they'll grow apart. I'm so happy with where I am right now and where I'm going. I don't regret anything in my past, but I don't want to live there.
I don't want to stay seventeen forever and that's how it feels like when I'm spending my hours with you. It's all about reminiscing and being who we used to be. When really, I want to be who I am now.
I can just feel it. I can feel that I'm on the brink of everything to come and I can't waste my present moments being seventeen. I want to live in the now. I want to see the future.
This doesn't mean we can't sit for a coffee every now and then and think back on the memories. It just means that I don't feel compelled to put down all my projects and pause my life to chat with you about the little things every day.
Life's big. I want to be in it.
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